Human Design Outer Authority
There are a few energy types in Human Design that are governed by an outer authority. These are mental projectors and reflectors. As the majority (if not all) of your Bodygraph is undefined (white) you are a sponge to the energy around you. This means that you have a beautiful ability to sense the world around you and those within it, which means that it is vital for you to be in a healthy / supportive environment. The cycles of the moon and planets will also have a great impact on your design.
You are here to be a reflection of the world around you, and to allow yourself to enjoy the surprises of life. If you are feeling disappointed, you are likely in the wrong environment and/or holding onto energies that are not healthy for you. Learning to clear your auric field is a must!